Navigating the Uncharted Waters of Rheumatoid Arthritis: A Journey of Fear and Compassion

Annmarie Entner • January 19, 2024

Fear of the unknown refers to  anxiety around unpredictable situations or events . We are likely to experience fear of the unknown when there is a lack of information .

In the early months of my diagnosis with Rheumatoid Arthritis, I vividly remember the constant feeling of fear that consumed me. At that time, I had no understanding of the true nature of this condition, naively believing it to be a mere attack on my joints. However, as I delved deeper into research and sought to comprehend its effects, the magnitude of this disease began to overwhelm me. Each passing day seemed to bring a fresh wave of anxiety and uncertainty. Rheumatoid Arthritis, I discovered, wreaked havoc not only on my joints, but also on my vascular system and vital organs. It became evident that my initial knowledge of this diagnosis was woefully inadequate.

As I embarked on this arduous journey, I was confronted with the harsh reality that Rheumatoid Arthritis was far more complex and all-encompassing than I had ever imagined. The initial shock of the diagnosis gave way to a profound sense of fear and trepidation. A sense of helplessness washed over me as I grappled with the sheer magnitude of this condition’s impact on my entire body.

Amidst this sea of fear, I recognized the importance of cultivating compassion for myself and others who traversed this path. It became clear that empathy and understanding were not only essential for my own well-being, but also for forging connections with fellow warriors battling this relentless disease. As I delved deeper into my research, I realized that knowledge was not merely a means of self-preservation, but also a tool for cultivating compassion and support within the Rheumatoid Arthritis community.

With each page I turned and every article I read, I became increasingly aware of the multifaceted nature of Rheumatoid Arthritis. It extended far beyond the confines of my joints, infiltrating the very essence of my being. From the intricate network of blood vessels to the delicate balance of my organs, this disease spared no aspect of my physical well-being. The more I learned, the more my fear transformed into a deep-rooted determination to navigate this uncharted territory with grace and resilience.

Armed with newfound knowledge and a compassionate spirit, I felt a profound sense of responsibility to share my experiences and insights with others. By shedding light on the realities of living with Rheumatoid Arthritis, I hoped to foster a community of understanding and support. Through compassion-driven initiatives, such as raising awareness and advocating for research, we can empower not only ourselves but also future generations grappling with this formidable foe.

My journey with Rheumatoid Arthritis has been one of fear, compassion, and personal growth. From the initial shock to the relentless pursuit of knowledge, I have learned that compassion is an invaluable companion in the face of adversity. By embracing empathy and understanding, we can navigate the challenges of this disease with resilience and grace. Together, let us forge a path of compassion, shedding light on the hidden struggles and fostering a community of support for all those affected by Rheumatoid Arthritis.

Reintroducing Myself: A New Chapter in the Same Mission

By Annmarie Entner • March 28, 2025
Hey, Beautiful Warrior If we’ve crossed paths before—welcome back. If you’re new here, I’m so glad you’ve found your way to this space. My name is Annmarie Entner, and I’m the heart behind Life Coaching For Change. I support women who are newly diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis or feeling overwhelmed in the thick of it—and I walk alongside them as they navigate the heartbreak, the uncertainty, and the brave work of redefining their lives. But today, I want to do something a little different. I want to reintroduce myself—not just as a coach, but as a woman who’s been where you are. When I was first diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis, I felt like the rug had been pulled out from under me. I was overwhelmed by doctor appointments, uncertain treatment plans, the grief of not knowing what my future held, and the quiet ache of wondering if I’d ever feel "normal" again. I had moments of fearing I wouldn’t be able to hold my grandchild, dance at a wedding, or even enjoy the little things without pain tagging along like an uninvited guest. I know what it’s like to smile on the outside while you're barely holding it together inside. And I also know what it means to rise—to choose purpose in the midst of pain, to hold both hope and grief in the same hand, and to show up fully, even when your body wants to do anything but. That’s why I do what I do. Today, my life looks so different—not because the pain is gone, but because I’ve made peace with it. I've learned to move with it instead of letting it define me. I’ve become my own advocate, embraced support, rebuilt precious relationships, and found strength I never knew I had. And now, I help other women do the same. Whether it’s through one-on-one coaching, support groups, or walking side by side (literally!) in my new walking group, I’m here to remind you: ✨ You are not alone. ✨ You are not broken. ✨ And your diagnosis is not the end of your story—it’s the start of a new chapter. So consider this blog a fresh hello. I'm still the same Annmarie—coach, author, speaker, wife, mom, proud grandma, and woman who’s been through it all—but I’m also evolving, just like you. I’m growing into new roles, building new resources, and showing up more fully than ever, so I can continue to support you on your journey. If you're ready to reconnect, reignite your sense of self, or simply breathe a little easier—I'm right here. Let’s keep walking this path together. With love and light, Annmarie

Navigating Life After a Rheumatoid Arthritis Diagnosis: My Journey to Strength and Resilience

By Annmarie Entner • October 19, 2024
When you’re first diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis, everything can feel like it’s been flipped upside down. I remember the exact moment I got the news. The fear hit hard. “Why me? What did I do wrong?” It’s the question that sits with you in those early days. Your plans for the future, your sense of […]

Flare For Months

By Annmarie Entner • September 24, 2024
May to September I don’t even know where to begin except that I have been living in pain and functioning! How you ask?! Well, It started with cleaning out my MIL’s house we bought for her… HOLY HOARDER!!! I began May with organizing and throwing out so much “STUFF“… This was our 3rd time decluttering […]

Fear of NO Insurance Coverage

By Annmarie Entner • February 26, 2024
How many of us take medications that cost “A LOT”…. I recently had this fear and am still working through it.  My husband got laid off last month in corporate world “Workforce Reduction”. I went into complete survival mode and scared shitless.  In April I will have experienced not being in pain for one year.  […]

Change is possible…. I am certain of it

By Annmarie Entner • January 24, 2024
As I continue to be on my journey of self-reflection and honesty, I realized that change is consistent even in the face of a challenging diagnosis like Rheumatoid Arthritis. I knew that I had to find a way to adapt and cope with this new reality. I started by educating myself about Rheumatoid Arthritis and […]
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New Year New You

By Annmarie Entner • January 15, 2024
This year I will be continuing to concentrate on my health and be an example that with having Rheumatoid Arthritis I can live a life of my choosing. I have made some goals of how I want to see myself next year at this time. This year I started the year off walking a 5k. It set […]
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